| ANTONIO | |
In sooth, I know not why I am so sad: | |
| | It wearies me; you say it wearies you; | |
| | But how I caught it, found it, or came by it, | |
| | What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born, | |
| | I am to learn; | 5 |
| | And such a want-wit sadness makes of me, | |
| | That I have much ado to know myself. | |
| SALARINO | |
Your mind is tossing on the ocean; | |
| | There, where your argosies with portly sail, | |
| | Like signiors and rich burghers on the flood, | 10 |
| | Or, as it were, the pageants of the sea, | |
| | Do overpeer the petty traffickers, | |
| | That curtsy to them, do them reverence, | |
| | As they fly by them with their woven wings. | |
| SALANIO | |
Believe me, sir, had I such venture forth, | 15 |
| | The better part of my affections would | |
| | Be with my hopes abroad. I should be still | |
| | Plucking the grass, to know where sits the wind, | |
| | Peering in maps for ports and piers and roads; | |
| | And every object that might make me fear | 20 |
| | Misfortune to my ventures, out of doubt | |
| | Would make me sad. | |
| SALARINO | |
My wind cooling my broth |
| | Would blow me to an ague, when I thought | |
| | What harm a wind too great at sea might do. | |
| | I should not see the sandy hour-glass run, | 25 |
| | But I should think of shallows and of flats, | |
| | And see my wealthy Andrew dock'd in sand, | |
| | Vailing her high-top lower than her ribs | |
| | To kiss her burial. Should I go to church | |
| | And see the holy edifice of stone, | 30 |
| | And not bethink me straight of dangerous rocks, | |
| | Which touching but my gentle vessel's side, | |
| | Would scatter all her spices on the stream, | |
| | Enrobe the roaring waters with my silks, | |
| | And, in a word, but even now worth this, | 35 |
| | And now worth nothing? Shall I have the thought | |
| | To think on this, and shall I lack the thought | |
| | That such a thing bechanced would make me sad? | |
| | But tell not me; I know, Antonio | |
| | Is sad to think upon his merchandise. | 40 |
| SALARINO | |
Not in love neither? Then let us say you are sad, | |
| | Because you are not merry: and 'twere as easy | |
| | For you to laugh and leap and say you are merry, | 50 |
| | Because you are not sad. Now, by two-headed Janus, | |
| | Nature hath framed strange fellows in her time: | |
| | Some that will evermore peep through their eyes | |
| | And laugh like parrots at a bag-piper, | |
| | And other of such vinegar aspect | 55 |
| | That they'll not show their teeth in way of smile, | |
| | Though Nestor swear the jest be laughable. | |
| | [Enter BASSANIO, LORENZO, and GRATIANO] |
| GRATIANO | |
Let me play the fool: | |
| | With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come, | |
| | And let my liver rather heat with wine | |
| | Than my heart cool with mortifying groans. | |
| | Why should a man, whose blood is warm within, | 85 |
| | Sit like his grandsire cut in alabaster? | |
| | Sleep when he wakes and creep into the jaundice | |
| | By being peevish? I tell thee what, Antonio-- | |
| | I love thee, and it is my love that speaks-- | |
| | There are a sort of men whose visages | 90 |
| | Do cream and mantle like a standing pond, | |
| | And do a wilful stillness entertain, | |
| | With purpose to be dress'd in an opinion | |
| | Of wisdom, gravity, profound conceit, | |
| | As who should say 'I am Sir Oracle, | 95 |
| | And when I ope my lips let no dog bark!' | |
| | O my Antonio, I do know of these | |
| | That therefore only are reputed wise | |
| | For saying nothing; when, I am very sure, | |
| | If they should speak, would almost damn those ears, | 100 |
| | Which, hearing them, would call their brothers fools. | |
| | I'll tell thee more of this another time: | |
| | But fish not, with this melancholy bait, | |
| | For this fool gudgeon, this opinion. | |
| | Come, good Lorenzo. Fare ye well awhile: | 105 |
| | I'll end my exhortation after dinner. | |
| BASSANIO | |
'Tis not unknown to you, Antonio, | |
| | How much I have disabled mine estate, | 125 |
| | By something showing a more swelling port | |
| | Than my faint means would grant continuance: | |
| | Nor do I now make moan to be abridged | |
| | From such a noble rate; but my chief care | |
| | Is to come fairly off from the great debts | 130 |
| | Wherein my time something too prodigal | |
| | Hath left me gaged. To you, Antonio, | |
| | I owe the most, in money and in love, | |
| | And from your love I have a warranty | |
| | To unburden all my plots and purposes | 135 |
| | How to get clear of all the debts I owe. | |
| ANTONIO | |
I pray you, good Bassanio, let me know it; | |
| | And if it stand, as you yourself still do, | |
| | Within the eye of honour, be assured, | |
| | My purse, my person, my extremest means, | 140 |
| | Lie all unlock'd to your occasions. | |
| BASSANIO | |
In my school-days, when I had lost one shaft, | |
| | I shot his fellow of the self-same flight | |
| | The self-same way with more advised watch, | |
| | To find the other forth, and by adventuring both | 145 |
| | I oft found both: I urge this childhood proof, | |
| | Because what follows is pure innocence. | |
| | I owe you much, and, like a wilful youth, | |
| | That which I owe is lost; but if you please | |
| | To shoot another arrow that self way | 150 |
| | Which you did shoot the first, I do not doubt, | |
| | As I will watch the aim, or to find both | |
| | Or bring your latter hazard back again | |
| | And thankfully rest debtor for the first. | |
| ANTONIO | |
You know me well, and herein spend but time | 155 |
| | To wind about my love with circumstance; | |
| | And out of doubt you do me now more wrong | |
| | In making question of my uttermost | |
| | Than if you had made waste of all I have: | |
| | Then do but say to me what I should do | 160 |
| | That in your knowledge may by me be done, | |
| | And I am prest unto it: therefore, speak. | |
| BASSANIO | |
In Belmont is a lady richly left; | |
| | And she is fair, and, fairer than that word, | |
| | Of wondrous virtues: sometimes from her eyes | 165 |
| | I did receive fair speechless messages: | |
| | Her name is Portia, nothing undervalued | |
| | To Cato's daughter, Brutus' Portia: | |
| | Nor is the wide world ignorant of her worth, | |
| | For the four winds blow in from every coast | 170 |
| | Renowned suitors, and her sunny locks | |
| | Hang on her temples like a golden fleece; | |
| | Which makes her seat of Belmont Colchos' strand, | |
| | And many Jasons come in quest of her. | |
| | O my Antonio, had I but the means | 175 |
| | To hold a rival place with one of them, | |
| | I have a mind presages me such thrift, | |
| | That I should questionless be fortunate! | |
| ANTONIO | |
Thou know'st that all my fortunes are at sea; | |
| | Neither have I money nor commodity | 180 |
| | To raise a present sum: therefore go forth; | |
| | Try what my credit can in Venice do: | |
| | That shall be rack'd, even to the uttermost, | |
| | To furnish thee to Belmont, to fair Portia. | |
| | Go, presently inquire, and so will I, | 185 |
| | Where money is, and I no question make | |
| | To have it of my trust or for my sake. | |
| | [Exeunt] |